going back.. !!

i'm shocked. truly shocked that my blog manage to generate 11 comments....so happy lio..all this while i was 'thinking' that people were reading ma blog and only now i know people ARE reading de blog. so fun. so nice. no...i'm not jumping or rolling on da floor, i'm just grinning as i type this out. been sick and assignments pliling up. thought this could be my pre-weekend update b4 i return on monday.

last friday , sat and sun (2nd, 3rd, 4th SEPT )
i was vomitting and purging like nvr b4. it was bad. i think with all those comments coming and the 'bad eye' thingy. friday after vomitting once i sempat run to the green court and play football. i was thinking ..that rather then staying at home and thinking of my bad fortune, i should go out and enjoy wat i do. *hint = sumthing to do with a circular object and a number of people.

playin time aso sempat vomit twice. dammit. the by the end of the day, ma body was soo weak and i went to cyberia aunties shop and bought roti bakar and teh 'o panas. came back still v-ing and p-ing. (so malas to type the whole word..heheh). sat morning same thing. almost could not get out of the bathroom. i was merely sitting there. THE TOILET IS CLEAN so get those thoughts out of de brain. luckily arif came and he brought more teh 'o and bread. still p-ing.

while i was having this wonderful events, i was trying ma level best to complete the website assigment. dammit. sunday aso i kena. v-ing and p-ing. this time sos gila till mom and dad had to come and take me to the clinic in kl. why kl ? bcoz both the clinics in Cyber were closed. wat the fuck. can u imagine some one dying and the person needs to travel all de way to dengkil or putrajaya. i shall sue the clinic for negligence !! came back that nite and sat all thru nite finishing my assignment(website). due to my perseverance and gempakness i manage to finish it.

astrology and gurls
my god. never. not once did i have the slightest thought that it would generate this much of heat. oohh**panas**..i'll repeat wat i have always believed in though i hate repeating things. i don't care about ur stars or wat colour best describes u and all those other related stuffs. i find them interesting. i find them a good topic to begin a conversation assuming u have hafal-ed all de characteristics of that 'star'. i find them interesting becoz out there in de real world, there are gurls who believe in these things. there are gurls who think astrology is interesting. i am merely trying to be knowlegdeable and a person who can converse about any topic.

inside/outside
"woo hoo! now u r telling me stories macha! don tell me u ony look at wat's inside.." - trot

once upon a time, that would have been murali. the one who looked at beauty. the one who thought when ever a gurl says she doesn't care how a guy looks would sniker and put on a sly smile. murali who would have said "bullshit..u gurls can never admit the fukin truth". the murali who wanted a beautiful gurlfriend.

now, this murali is wiser. he wants both - beauty and wat's inside. why settle for one when u can have both. hehe...maybe i've given up on looking for a girl to love and to be loved. i've come to realise that every gurl is pretty in her own way. it takes time to see it. i've come to realize that after 20 years but nothing is ever to late. a gurl maybe the world's most beautiful living person but then inside who knows ? i' ve seen pretty looking people bitching about others, so worried that the other person is getting prettier and all popular. on the other hand the not-so-beautiful people have certain ways of showing 'how beautiful' they are. their soul is so pure and clean. this i've seen and i can vouch for. {now..time to look for a pure soul with a beautiful face. hahah....i'm so gonna be single.}