Fight - The Reflection

I was traveling in da bus a few days back and i really dunno what triggered this particular memory.

** Flashback **
The Year : 2002 ,ALpha MMU
Place : 3306 , Emerald Park
Cast : Everyone at home ,Me and Shangkar

Scene 1, Take 1 :

Thanks to my big mouth I have this tendency to irritate people.Really really irritate people till they tend to find ways to get back to me ( in this case a fight ) So as I entered this guy's room (Shangkar).He ask me to get out/get lost.Thought maybe he was having PMS or sumthing least expecting it had anything to do with me. I also jalan jalan, entered my room, felt bored and entered another friend's room ( EP has 4 room, mine room No 1, Shangkar room No
3)The room I entered was room No 2. As usual,I started yacking away with the occupants of the room.Suddenly Shangkar entered and ask me to leave.

"Hey, wat u doing here.I told u not to come this site rite"-Shangkar

I become blur.

"This is my fren's room.Wats ur problem"-Me

** Dialogues have been edited to save time**

"Yeah , I got a problem"-Shangkar

Then one of the occupants of the room ask us to pause ( ?? ) and turns towards the pc,brings up the winamp and plays Bashaa -the theme song.All starts laughing except Shangkar (coz he was pissed and we were practically treating it as a joke)

Reason :- 2 skinny fellow fighting who could knock out each other with one blow.

Scene 2, Take 1:

"Let's take this outside"-Shangkar

Outside in this case was the Hall.Everyone smiles and move towards the arena.

** The dialogue for this scene was very blur because i was busy thinking how to irritate him.Some of the dialogue below did happen and is not arranged in proper order**

"Punch me la,wanna fight rite?"-Shangkar
"No"-Me

"Why scared?"-Shangkar
"No"-Me

"Punchla"-Shangkar"
Duwan"-Me

**He 'BENG' aready**

"You got balls means jump out of the balcony"-Shangkar
"Duwan to jump.No balls"-Me

Then he made the move.He pushed me towards the wall.I kept quite.He made the next move by trying to choke.

**I got 'BENG'**

I shouted "Macha,one more time u touch me ...!!!"-Me

Then the unthinkable happened;I ran to the room and ALMOST burst out crying ( Did not cry but there was pearls lining on my eye)

End of Scene

Reason: Two more days was gonna be ma exam,getting a bruised eye was never in da plan.I do not fight neither do i believe in fighting.In the movie Virumandi

"To ask forgiveness is human,To forgive ur a greater human"

(or something like that)

Felt helpless thinking i could not punch him when i knew i could take him on.I think too much.That's the whole problem.Damm it.I did not feel down instead i took pride in my actions.Proud that i tought rationally.I believe i was not a coward when i pulled out of the fight rather just a guy who made a choice.I do have regrets.This fight was not one of it.I regret for not punching him.My housemates were supportive.They did not think I was sissy. (or thats wat they appear to be). All this has tought me a lesson.With my POWERFUL mouth, I can cause peace and danger.Its up to me to control it and use it only when needed.

p/s: Stories went around.Different versions came up.Never bothered me.I know the TRUTH. Judgements can be passed but the truth god only knows.