A point to ponDEr

A point to wonder.
I wonder what would have my life been if i did not meet/known her.Where would I be today ?Melaka, Cyber, Foe, Hostel or Cyberia. Where would have love led me? Into the unknown surely but better than where i am? I doubt. Being single is by far one of the period of live many have lost due to the word called LOVE. The another big question now is it worth to lose ur single life just for the sake of another individual who may or may not in the future dump u for another better guy. A better looking and richer guy to be exact. Are all women the same or do we the guys turn gurls off. Are we the cause of our break up? Where does the fault lie?

I believe if the guys realizes his mistakes its always gonna be the gurls fault. I have personally never seen a perfect couple. It's either the guy is good looking or the gurl is. Many I times have seen imperfect couples but what are their cause of love. Is it the attitude , the brains , the heart or just plain chemistry? Has fate been written by the great Brahma, that guy A is suppose to fall in love with B onli to split and meet a better C? Do we learn from previous mistakes and look for a better couple? Another thing life has showed me is women generally do go for guys who cures, swears, drink, smoke and basicly all the bad habits a person could have. Do they actually believe they can change the guys and then lead a happy life at the end of the day or are they plain stupid ? i think they are STUPID. Why can't they go after guys who actually live healthy, kind and with all the good habits? Yup these guys are practically nerds or may not be one (personal experience).

Since realising I'm not good enough to fall in love, I have told myself that god will send summone for me. Then I wonder what if he doesn't? What if it's written that I'm not capable of understanding and loving a woman? What if I never have summone really special in ma life? Am I at fault or am I not missin anything? I can't believe I am writing this on campus computer. Who will read my crap? Does this writting mean anything to me? Maybe. I would loved to put this in my blog and this is why u guys mite be reading it.