"Depressed"

This is a conversation with a friend of mine. I was bored at office, I decided to be depressed. How fun !

THE GIRL: merajuking is so tehh boring.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: yes ah ?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: u left me talking to myself soo long
BUZZ!!!
THE GIRL: cause i mmg left la weii. i was bored.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: thanks A LOT !
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: now i'm boring ?
THE GIRL: not now la, earlier
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: "insert girl's name here" ...
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: dun bully me.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: all i need now is sum Luv...sum attention..
THE GIRL: erghh yes?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: yes
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: UR NOT FULLFILLING UR NEWW YEAR RESOLUTIONS !
THE GIRL: not yet even new year la weiii.
THE GIRL: ur expecting love n attention from ME?? bahahahaha
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: expecting sum....a tiny winnie little bit of love..
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: maybe the word is mercy.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: not love.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: dun bully so much den i cry
THE GIRL: u cry la..long time d i neva c bois cry
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: i still cant see my crying.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: u'll have to travel to cyber
THE GIRL: more like made boys cry. damn i havent made n e one cry.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: see....my eyes tearing.
THE GIRL: yeah riteeeeeeeeeeeeee
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: burrghhh no point talking to u.
THE GIRL: eh new years whuts ur plan
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: wait...let me wipe my eyes first
THE GIRL: then talk to XXXX or YYYYY
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: they dun like me the way u do.
THE GIRL: they love u?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: nope.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: they despise me
THE GIRL: why is that?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: coz i am a sick person.
THE GIRL: now why r u saying datt?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: coz i tengah frust with life.
THE GIRL: whuts happenin,come talk to me...i'll see if i can help u.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: u have been mean the whole day ..now u wanna help ?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: burrgh..
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: anyway..i need opinions..i jsut talk to u la..not that others gonna listen.
THE GIRL: well, i said i will TRY
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: well....i duno how to put it.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: despite having a happy life..problem free.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: i jsut want exciting stuffs to happen.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: i wanna go massive clubbing. be a bad boy..
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: i want to be naughty.
THE GIRL: uh-huh? so why cant u go?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: duno..
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: sumthing is stopping me.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: culture , religion.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: so hard to throw it out.
THE GIRL: well, go clubbing...mingle arnd n shit. really, dat doesnt make u a bad boy.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: i wnat to be bad.
THE GIRL: bad as in? rape ppl?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: i wanna sleep around..i wanna be a jerk..have fun..
THE GIRL: and lose ur respect?
THE GIRL: sleeping around is CRAP. that doesnt make u cool. so if u wanna be badboy cool, hv many frens, go clubbing, pierce etc. but why be someone ur not?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: duno.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: i just want that life suddenly.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: just girls girls.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: sick dee la.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: ppl want normal peaceful life..
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: i want sumthing i dont need in da first place.
THE GIRL: yess..i think ur just deprived...cause u dont hv a gf. really, u shud look inside u and find for sum otha reason to be happy u know
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: no..i dun want a gf.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: one gf is boring.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: i want to have realtionships, broken hearts, failures
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: kadhal yengge by vallavan...i feel that without even going thru it....thats just buduh
THE GIRL: ermm kadhel yenngee??
THE GIRL: pls la, arent u the type that waits for that ONE WOMAN?
THE GIRL: go on dates...etc. but u know, dont commit la
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: i'm tired of waiting ?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: seriously..i dont even know if that one woman thing is going to work ?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: wat if i wait too long and end up losing the years ? the years i was suppose to be going out..havng relationships..all because i thought of having the IDEAL love life.
THE GIRL: soorie the streamyx sorta suck
THE GIRL: okay waiit.
THE GIRL: u see murali, u can go out n meet a whole lotsa girls. its bout settin ur priorities rite. ur principles. if its not to u know sleep arnd, dont. but meet new gals, go on dates. but dont commit. its simple. proly one of these gals mite turn out to be ur - dreamgirl? u wudnt know. u cant just sit there waiting all ur life for that one. u gotta get ur ass across n look for her.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: shit...u make it sound simple.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME:
THE GIRL: cause it is simple
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: it is not la..
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: burrghgh...frust betul.
THE GIRL: we always try to complicate things la. think wid ur head...
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: i've been thinking tooooo much..
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: thats the reason i'm in this situation
THE GIRL: there u go!! quit thinkin
THE GIRL: u worry too much bout stupid things like this!! go with tha flow
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: wat flow..
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: i'm stuck in da damm drain.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: no flow..to being with.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: begin*
THE GIRL: drain are u insaneeeeeee??? ur not in n e drain. ur leadin a normal life, u just gotta make sum effort n ask gals out?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: hahahahaa.......u knwo the worst part about asking .?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: it doesnt work..malas nak tanya
THE GIRL: whut?gettin rejected?
THE GIRL: yeah give up too easily and u'll neva get anything u want in life.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: it hurts la..
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: when ever u think u;ve had it all..u've built that big wall u call confidence..
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: it comes crumbling down..
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: it keep crumbling till u can't be bothered to build it back up.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: keeps*
THE GIRL: heyy...howmany times hv tt wall crumbled ah?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: belambak..
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: u duwan to know.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: i stop counting
THE GIRL: u asked that mucha gals out ah?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: yeah
THE GIRL: walaweiii. ok, then mebe u need a break from girls. completely. why botha bout gals la. screw em. like u cant find a better reason to live life?
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: errrr..nope..
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: how can u take a break from sumthing u see everyday.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: turn left girl, turn right girl.
THE GIRL: aiyooo murali. i give up. really. i dont know how to help u. cause first of all, i dont know how can this be a problem. just let n live n c whut happens.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: i have been living la.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: still am..
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: anyway..i'm fine. i'm perfect. i'm not troubled at all. i have my confidence as high as mt .everest. i' ve not ask many girls out coz i cant be bothered. i'm happy. i just wanted to talk sumthing that troubled me llllllloooooong time ago. Not anymore.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: thanks for spending ur time giving me advice.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: i know who to turn too if i'm really in trouble.
THE GIRL: erghhh if thats tehh case m hapie. and i suck at advising on things like this la. i got no experience ma.
THE 'DEPRESSED" ME: u did well i would say...


It's really nice to know that you have someone to back you up when things get tough.