Wednesday, September 14, 2005

feelin fucked...

today has to be de worst day (does 13 ring a bell to anyone ?) and worse cases of rejections and 'ke-kencing-an'. To begin with lunch date ....did not happen coz sumone decided to fall sick...then dinner ..it appears de appointments people make with me is for shits...well nvr mind..she forgot...( with murali..its always..uh..i din realise u were there....uh...i forgot....uh....was it u....uh...what the fuck - i'm invisible is it). to top things up..i've got 2 lab reports i wanna dispose by tomorrow..and an assignment due tomorrow. how does this 2 occasions help ? let me get started : -

1) no more appointments - with anyone
2) i learn how to cope with disappointments
3) now i understand why i'm single
4) i get to scream my lungs out in da lift
5) i get to write pathethic stories like this in ma blog

after the cancelled dinner date....what to do..**so lonely...i'm soo lonely** jalan jalan to hb4 and bought food for fren & myself...went to hb2 to celebrate shri's b'day. den balik....dammit it...

after 20 mins of making de call (to confirm the dinner was still on...i waited 15 mins nee)...yes..i made the call..had to top up summore..!! aarggghhh...but anyway..then i realise why i was pissed...it's bcoz i actually made time to keep up my promise of having dinner with sumone . i had gone back looking for solutions and lab reports. though i drove to campus...it was a worthless trip bcoz the next appointment was only at 12...i'm crapping a lot..bcoz it's 6.45 in da morning and i'm stuck with a lab report !!! fuk it...no more dates !!!

- when shits gets more respect, it's time u shit as well -

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

haiyoh! u damn sad la macha!
first of all, choose the rite ppl to have a date wid, don't have a date wid dem juz becoz u wana date dem, they oso muz wan to date u.
it's so obvious dat d person who forgot, was neva bothered about d date wid u n most probably had more impotant things in life compared to dating u! (hahhah...mean laugh)
ok, so nx ur reports, assignment, bla bla, if only u put more concern to these instead of the stupid dates which ur own dates r not interested in, u most prob won't even hv work to do now...
wth! u r juz 20! focus la on wat u hv to do n not wat u want to do! all u think of is, 'oh no! dat gal rejected me! ouch! ' is there nothin else u think of?
oopps, sorry to sound like a 'nani'
(nani=grandma in bangla)
yeah, so do look into these matters..
btw ur sis damn supportive for evrything u do ah, nice gal la, intro sm day k..;)

| wonderboy | said...

hehe...well..i was looking for a gurl in life..now it's jsut socializing..now macha..eyes of ma sister...joking nee..maybe...one day...i'll intro...heheh

Anonymous said...

yeah, one day,
wen i intro ma'self 2 u first...
>:)...muahahah!

Anonymous said...

hey! give some clues for that number thingy la!

| wonderboy | said...

clues...humm..everyday...we use it...

Anonymous said...

hey macha! everyday we use many things la! come on! u'r leavin d details...

Anonymous said...

sorry, some prob, the above anonymous identity is me..:D

| wonderboy | said...

it's jsut numbers..the fact is how did i come upon it...??