wat i see and wat u see is gonna be different. no doubt about it.how u see it and how u perceive it..that could change things too. from my point of view : i may appear to be like a funny..calm..interesting person to be with.i do not deny that. i am sumthing different all together. i do not release the other me at all. i did the other day - a bit ..oni.. ( yup the respect and guilty story). i felt a bit shameful but then this is me. if i do not show it doesn't mean i am NOT it. i admit i cry. not sissy cry . i cry only when i'm angry. super angry. super duper angry.
i cry because i can't release the bottled anger within me.
i cry because i feel angry.
i cry because i feel hopeless that i do nothing.
i cry because i'm scared of wat i may say.
i cry because i'm scared of wat i may do.
i cry because i can't vent it out.
i cry because i know i'll regret it if i do it.
my anger is deep inside.
deep inside. deep inside we have sumthing we have never shown people.
deep inside it sumthing that may change u.
a happy person may have had a bad past.
a angry person could have a funny part we never saw.
a moody person is in fact a caring person.
i felt pissed. extremely pissed on sat !! my leg is now bengkak.twisted my hand.why ? i also dunno. sumtimes u've got to make decisions. decisions which may let u life or die. i lived.
on a happier note : there were no crazy couple in the temple this week. humm..i think god heard ma prayers. i'm thinking of getting more jobs. thinking it's time to study for finals.
deep inside : wat are U hiding ?
new site ?
browsing for server to host me sumwhere in da not so far future. need a site just to upload ma blog and to keep more files on my site rather than depending on third party like webshots and megaupload. the design would be thought over and done with great care. the site would pretty much be about the same thing i talk here . i would maybe add download section and an IT zone with tips and cracks. got to see wat deal i get.
proton
on a different matter, savvy looking a bit good.dummy crash ? planned hammering and jacking ? click this to view the extend of the 'destroyed' savvy !! proton...go...go...
p/s : ahemm..remind me again...what is our national car manufacturing company ?
1 comment:
why is it dat u would be so pissed?
why is it dat u would cry if u were so pissed?
yeap, it's ok to cry,
sm ppl juz cnt control their feelings, or juz cry to get a hold of it,
;-)
(known as anonymous in d comment on d survey- trot)
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